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suennie
01 September 2009 @ 05:16 pm
  1. Complete the C and C between P4 texts
  2. Reread and highlight Tempest
  3. Reread and highlight BNW
  4. Reread and highlight Herland
  5. Reread and highlight Pride and Prejudice
  6. Reread and highlight Othello
  7. Do themes for Tempest (INTENSE REVISION)
  8. Consult Mr Guru for P4
  9. Refine Development of CW notes
  10. Refine Nationalism notes
  11. Attempt all Nationalism questions
  12. Attempt all CW questions
  13. Attempt all Global Economy Questions
  14. Attempt all Inter-state tensions questions
  15. Attempt all RF questions
  16. Attempt all Challenges to ind. SEA questions
  17. Consult Mr Tan with completed questions and notes
  18. Refine RF notes
  19. Read up on UN (38/08 wiki)
  20. Research on GP (the noted subjects)
  21. Complete maths papers (RJC, HCI, DNS, NYC, VJC, ACJC, MJC, SAJC, SRJC)
  22. Memorise Graphs. 1 graph per week to get inside head. (another list of this later)
  23. Revise Micro econs
  24. Revise Macro econs
  25. Consult Ms Cai
Okay, so that's it for now, I'll add more!! Reminder to self: all this to be done before prelims. Weeeeee! Overachiever go go go!
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
suennie
22 August 2009 @ 06:14 pm
damn the fucking school sia. they banned livejournal and facebook! the bastards. am resorting to using adam's new samsung jet to use internet :<

anyway, have sought solace in suennie.wordpress.com! hope i'll be able to keep it for longer...
 
 
suennie
09 August 2009 @ 02:32 pm


skip to the xiao long nv part! LMAO xD

Anyway, i have been studying these few days, just that i haven actually done anything on the list :( But wells, studied a lot for econs, so im still proud of myself lahhhhhs. hehs. off to study more!
 
 
Current Mood: hungry
 
 
suennie
06 August 2009 @ 09:09 am

Nyahahahahahaha! Ate at ichiban yesterday with dawn, and FINALLY got to spin the wheel! And guueeesss what i got for us?

THE $80 DOLLAR VOUCHER! xDDDDDDDDDD

hehehehehehehehehe.

Hahaha dawn kept coughing, i scared people think she's the Patient Zero for the new strain of H1N1 or something. Anyway, hopes she recovers soon! So sucky to have such a bad cough v.v

P.S Discovered that I'm a UK size 6! LOLOL bought cotton on shorts that i thought were size 8, but turns out, they were size 6! heh. fits me perfectly and nicely. xD again!

P.P.S National Day celebrations tmr!!! YAY! btw adam, i hope you know that every time the trailer for NDP comes on TV, i --> sadded. T.T (if you feel guilty you can buy me a meal :D)
 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
 
 
suennie
20 July 2009 @ 05:05 pm
Hmm, a sudden thought about myself.

I've come to realise how i am incapable of relating to people and their feelings. And I hate feeling this way, because it makes me feel like a sucky friend, who can't even like console people, and etc.

I tend to nag at people, because I want them to do better, and I want them to be the best that they can be. So i guess this is a kind of superimposition of my demands of myself onto others. Don't know whether this is good or bad though. Like I mean, i nag at my brother, i nag at my friends, i nag at like everybody.

Nagging is like my way of showing concern.
So i guess, in some ways, I'm like a mother. Hahaha.




HW
Ugh, anyway, the poems(The Piano, and Piano, both by D.H Lawrence) are driving me mad. wtf are they trying to say?? what are the themes?? T.T The Tempest questions aren't any more consoling either. And the GP essay is going to be a disaster, I can predict. First time no idea wth I'm gonna write. >:(

I think i should start compiling a list of what i should do again, like i did during June Holidays to set a precise outline for revision. Yupyups.
 
 
Current Mood: contemplative
 
 
suennie
13 July 2009 @ 02:30 pm
My efforts paid off.

:)

Topped the cohort for History (C), got B for GP (67), and C for maths(55). Am super happy, especially for History!!! Cuz it was the subject that i put most effort into.....uh, as for GP, haha, didn't study at all, but the paper was okay lah :P Maths can get C was good enough for me considering how i didn't study much for pure maths hahahaha.

AHHHHHHHH was just super stunned when Ms Giri said i was the top scorer lah. wtf. Was even like, browsing through the model essays, and not paying attention at all, until i heard my name, cuz i thought confirm cannot be me! haha. Well, this proves that effort is super important, and therefore, i shall continue to mug like crazy xD

Hmm, quite worried for Lit though. As far as Paper 4 is concerned, I'm deaddddddd. So hoping for Paper 1 to pull me up :\ Econs is a total goner la, dun even want to talk about it.

P.S I got C for Lit!! haha barely make it one though, on the dot 55. still, am rather happy, but extremely perplexed at how i did better for paper 4 than for paper 1. o.o And i thought i was going to major flunk paper 4. oh wells, my guru is a kind-hearted guru. *hearts*


JIAYOU JIAMIN!

off to study for econs test tmr!
 
 
Current Mood: thankful
 
 
suennie
07 July 2009 @ 09:55 am
Am so sick of all this.
And it's getting worse.

Just shut the fuck up, i don't wanna hear a word.
 
 
Current Mood: confused
 
 
suennie
03 July 2009 @ 11:16 am
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I TOTALLY OWNED THE PAPER 1 LIT PAPER YESTERDAY AND THE HISTORY PAPER TODAY XDDD

Feel rather confident for these two papers since, firstly, my efforts paid off. For Lit, compiled themes, quotes, and characterisation for Othello as well as Pride and Prejudice, and reread the both of them while highlighting every single quote that can be use ^^ I could like come up with ideas off hand, so my thinking process was sped up!

For History, which I also spent a lot of time studying, from rereading the notes, doing my own notes for almost everything, approaching Mr Tan, finding readings, to trying out some questions, my efforts also paid off. The readings gave me an instinctive feel to the questions, cuz i've become so acquainted with the stuff. FEEL SO HAPPY LAH :D

But then again, I kinda regret not putting more effort into studying Econs :\ Not that i didn't study, i mean, i revised for all the books throughout the holidays, but i didn't like really internalise all the info and stuff. Well, guess i'll have to put in more effort for Econs, and hope that I'll do better for prelims!

As for Maths, uh.....i think can pass lah. SUUUUUPID PURE MATHS. But lubbs lubbs statistics though ^^


Oh well, gambatte ne! *acts cute and watches while everyone pukes*

Good luck to everyone! Hope all the rest did okay too :D
 
 
Current Mood: from 3 hrs of rushing 4 essays
 
 
suennie
01 July 2009 @ 11:10 am
AHHHHH!!!!!! My econs is a goner. I thought case study was okay, maybe can pass, then very happy. But wahlao, the essay, all i wrote 1 page only. DIIIIEEEEEE.

Urgh. GP was okay though, some said it was difficult, but eh, okay lah. maybe can get C and above? hehehehe. Hope so.

P4 lit is a bit worrying..... the Unseen one i was rambling on and on about expectations and the reality etc etc :\ The BNW one also not very well done. 2 paragraphs only leh! but 3 and 1/4 pages lah. so.......hais......

Maths today was okay lah, but pure maths totally goner, just skipped it and did stats first. Some of my classmates din't see the linear correlation qns at the back, so they didn't do it. zomg. o.o. poor thing sia *shakes head*


Oh well, hope for better days to come! *cross fingers*
 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
 
 
suennie
28 June 2009 @ 12:20 pm

Okay okay, i shall tick off what i've already done to motivate myself!
 

  1. Readings on End of CW and Arab-Israeli conflict
  2. Approached Mr Tan to refine my Dvlpt of CW, End of CW, and Pol. Structures Notes.
  3. Some maths papers from other schools
  4. Read Trigo Notes
  5. Did 1 GP AQ
  6. Discussed the context questions set with Sherilyn
  7. Organised Files
  8. Get relevant UN research (test papers, wiki stuff)
  9. Finished revising microecons
  10. Finish revising origins of CW, and pol structures.
Still left to do...
  1. Revise Dvlpt of CW
  2. End of CW,
  3. Econ Dvlpt,
  4. National Unity,
  5. Arab-Israeli Conflict
  6. Indo-Pak Conflict
  7. Do more for UN
  8. Consolidate A-I and I-P notes
  9. Consolidate Econ Dvlpt Notes
  10. Consolidate BNW themes and characterisation (GAVE UP!)
  11. Consolidate Othello characterisation and refine themes
  12. Consolidate Herland themes and refine characterisation
  13. Consolidate Pride and Prejudice themes and refine characterisation
  14. Reread Othello
  15. Reread Pride and Prejudice
  16. Reread Herland
  17. Reread BNW
  18. Revise Maths -Differentiation and Integration
  19. Revise Maths - Statistics
  20. Practice Maths - Linear Regression and 2 more papers from other schools
  21. Revise Macroecons
  22. Do 2 more GP AQs (GAVE UP!)
  23. Research on media, environment and etc topics. (GAVE UP!)
Yups, so that's what i hafve to do for the next two weeks :D
I've planned my schedule, and hopefully i'll be able to complete everything!

Yaye to hardworkingness! Yaye to GOOD results for Mid-years, VERY GOOD results for Prelims, and FLYING WITH A LOT OF COLOURS for A-Levels!

xD

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Current Location: School library
Current Mood: optimistic
 
 
suennie
22 June 2009 @ 02:47 pm

一个我像不会累一直往前
一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝
我不确定 几个我 住在心里面
偶尔像敌人 偶尔像姐妹

一个我在网路上朋友一堆
一个我在房间里独自面对
灰色的音乐 塞满黑夜 High的像麻醉
好让翻搅的胃 安静一点 忘了全世界

分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁 越防备 像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面
不快乐 不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了地雷 等待爆裂

一个我相信用心会被感觉
一个我大喊真心会被欺骗
开始的热烈 不停奉献 后来剩决裂
谎言吞噬了心 带来刺痛 撕裂的蜕变

分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁 越防备 像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面
不快乐 不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了地雷 等待爆裂


This song is like uber nice lah! powerhouse sia, hope her album comes out soon xD!

Anyway, just finished my indo-pak notes, so going off to tick that off my list too now :D Studying UN now (thanks to junyi for lending me her notes!), and hopefully, i will be done by 5pm, at which time i will have dinner with dawn!! So long haven see her liaos, missed her loads~

On a totally irrelevant note, I really think people are super scary. Like how they hide how they feel about other people, and you know, stuff. I hope to always remain frank and honest, so that ppl will be like that with me too. It's just too scary to have so many secrets, and hidden thoughts, that hide behind people, and stab you, suddenly. So much has happened these few days, and its like, woah, i didn't even know. You could have told me. What's wrong with just telling me? You know, that kind of feeling?

Okay, im just rambling now, so bye, im back to studying!


 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
 
 
suennie
20 June 2009 @ 01:56 pm
You ain't gonna get me down :D

 Well, i guess that's the end of our friendship :) We've drifted apart these few months anywayyyy, so not that it really makes an impact on my life. My mum's gonna divorce soon, so i don't think i'll even be going ah ma hse that frequently liaos (or maybe this is just my hard-heartedness speaking). Anyway, appreciated the times you heard me cry and talk about stuff, and i hope you did too when i did so for you. We are but such different people, with such conflicting views and beliefs that can never be reconciled.

Let's stop the blog wars and just go on with our lives. All the best for your dream~








Anyways, I think my progress has been pretty okay, just take a look at my list below! I'm at AMK library now with Shumin, Adam and Eileen~ Yayes to exploiting Eileen! hiak hiak hiak hiak hiak.
 
 
Current Mood: indifferent
 
 
suennie
19 June 2009 @ 02:57 pm
You were and still are freaking irresponsible and you know it, so don't come giving me shit and flaming me on your blog.

I am like so freaking busy now every single day, studying my ass off, but you don't even want to help your own mother, and have to make me do it. Come on man! Firstly, she's like YOUR mum, and secondly, who's the one watching videos and etc etc while i work my ass off to prepare for A Levels?? Granted, I went on facebook and listened to music, but the bottom line is, I STUDIED WHENEVER I WENT OVER TO YOUR HOUSE. Speaking of cleaning up after myself, yea, what a big irony. Borrowing a dress from me, BUT NOT WASHING IT UNTIL MUCH MUCH LATER DESPITE HAVING SWEAT LIKE CRAZY IN IT THUS MAKING IT DIRTY AND GROSS. If you were refering to the bed, you accepted my request to help me, but you ended up not doing it. But if you were refering to me leaving my cup/rubbish around, i apologize, BUT TO YOUR SISTERS, NOT YOU, cuz i'm damn sure you didn't help. 

kthxbai TOO.
 
 
 
Current Mood: aggravated
 
 
suennie
12 June 2009 @ 11:45 pm
 My social and study calendar is like so freaking full luh!! Stressed out from having to balance social with revision time! RAHHHHHHH I've been studying at aj/amk library with a variety of company, and its been rather productive so far, but, somehow, i just don't think it's enough :/ Very worried. I'm already putting in 10am to 9pm AT LEAST every day (minus lunch and dinner luh), but aiyah..... like only a little results. SADDED ttm. Dunno whether if i can finish studying EVERY SINGLE THING. hopefully i will be able to though. But with day out with 2e2 + ASEAN council outing + dinner with dawn SOMEDAY, i wonder how i'll be able to juggle everything. RAHHHHHHH

Stuff left to study

ECONS - micro and macro (yes, everything)
MATHS - differentiation, integration, and re-revision of everything plus do papers
HISTORY - EVERYTHING (i've only done readings and etc to broaden perspective so far), plus UN SBQ practices (found some other schools papers which tested on ICJ and etc, thanks to farah!) and research
LIT - Consolidation and organisation notes for BNW and Tempest themes and characterisation, Herland themes, Othello themes and characterisation finalisation, Herland themes, Pride and prejudice themes.
GP - AQs, not forgetting having to keep up with issues

SEE, i am burdened/loaded/crushed etc etc oppressive adjectives.

:(

But I am a motivated and hardworking girl! Muahahahhahahhahhahaha better gimme all passes and above, or i might just kill myself.


Yaye!

 
 
Current Mood: motivated
 
 
suennie
08 June 2009 @ 02:03 pm
I have no idea why.... nothing happened to me recently too.....but i just am suddenly hit by depression. I feel like hitting out at everyone and just screaming and kicking and whining. Getting pissed off at little stuff. BLAH BLAH BLAH getting pissed off with myself for not studying but facebooking, blogging, etc-ing. Like wtf am I doing.

Go sweep the roads lah.
 
 
Current Mood: crushed
 
 
suennie
02 June 2009 @ 06:35 pm
 MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA hey, minjie's friends, try commenting again this time?? 
blocked you, banned you! WEEEEE~ 

freaking idiots :DDDDDDDD

Hiak hiak hiak you cannot rebut me!!!
 
 
Current Mood: accomplished
 
 
suennie
01 June 2009 @ 05:44 pm
Thursday
Watched Dance, Subaru with Dawn after P.E!!! Haha i was super stinky, since i gymed for an hour before P.E :D The movie was damn fab lah, the story....the dance moves.....the soundtrack....damn worth the $6 xD There was a super inconsiderate guy though, talking at the top of his voice. Wahlao, i shouted across "Eh, shaddup lah!!!" and people in the theatre laughed. HAHA. bloody irritated though. idiot. The theatre was freezing also, nearly became a block of ice. Thought could go ichiban to defreeze, but equally cold -.- Had a nice meal though! yums. love the udon!!

Saturday
Went out with Sharon! Haha we went to Illuma, the new mall beside Bugis Street. So-so lor, nothing much lah. haha but got manhatten fish market, so we had our lunch there! Being two pathetic people on diet, i ate the fish with the skin removed, while sharon ate coleslaw with raisins, then yogurt at berry-lite (which wasn't very nice). Agreed to come Illuma again for cheeky chocolates!! xD

Sunday
Out with Dawn again! Wanted to go far east, but aiyah, reach there liao lazy to walk, so just went Wisma :D Shopped around, bought a white tee at only $7.50 at Cotton On, hehehehehehehe. Basically nothing much though, it was as if the GSS hadn't kicked in yet. Stupid Miss Selfridge, discount liao still super ex. The sale at Mphorsis was crazy though. Minimum 50% off, to 70%!!!! FUCKING CRAZY. The clothes were um, so so though. lol i think they just took out old stock for clearance lor what the.... Ate at the Xin Wang HK Cafe.....initially thought it'd be a rip-off, but unexpectedly, the food was rather yums! ate crispy battered fish with creamy soup and noodles, while dawn ate HK style ramen lols. Dawn downloaded a new game, so we had fun playing on the train!! She imba one la, got medals for all the games liao. -.- I sucked. hahahaha dunno why, but i always suck at playing games.

Yeps yeps, that was it, and today, went to school at 10am to do maths! finished up at 2pm (thanks to Mrs Ong btw, was a great help :D), and decided to come to my aunts hse to slack do GP and the History Wiki thing. Sad life.

:(

Below is pic spam!!!


Liying! LOL haven taken a photo with her in ages. And is this the first time since prom im not seeing her in tees??


urgh! How come Yilu suddenly so tall!??! (hint: this is a result of a clever use of staircases)


Nicholas! First picture was of me sticking my fingers up his nose, but too unglam, so putting this one up instead.


EWWWWWWWS.


with the ever big head ah-dumb! btw, his tee says 'freak', which is very apt. xD!!!!!



The bruise adam gave me when we were fighting :( DAMN PAIN! but too bad, who ask me like to fight so much. hehehehehehehe.


With Sharon~ Same cardigan, different colour lollls.


look at the bubbles! how romantic :D


 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
suennie
29 May 2009 @ 08:28 pm
Edit: Okay, i called minjie yesterday night to clarify and to ask her why she suddenly come and spam my blog. This is what she said, and i choose to believe her, for now. She said her friends were the one who came to tag (in which case u guys are super bohliao and should fuck off into outer space), and she only knew when her friend asked her to come my blog and see the comments. 

Ha! To everyone who's curious, I've found out who the anonymous hate commenter is, and that is none other than......MINJIE!!! Can't help but feel gleeful about my triumph over her, so let me describe the process first before going into the juicy bits.

The day the first hate comment appeared, i worried for a second that it might really be the cousin of the guy i like, as was claimed. But even then, i was suspecting how come the cousin care so much, and how she knows that i have "a lousy background, shitty manners and bitchy personality". 

When the second comment appeared, which came from the same IP address, it was already quite obvious that it was her, from the writing style (i.e no punctuation, mispelled words etc you know :p).

So, i baited her with the Bulimia post (previous), and true to my predictions, the hate commentor jumped out in defense (however subtly she feels she might have done that). "Do you have to be so crude, she did not bit(e) your flesh".

By then, i was DEADSURE CONFIRM is minjie, so i replied directly asking her not to be so lame, and addressed all her slander against me. At the same time, Sherilyn checked the IP address of the hate commentor with minjie's comments on her blog some time back.

They MATCHED.

So i was freaking furious, but i wanted to give her a chance to say sorry before i turn nasty, and decided to wait till today to confront her about it.

But apparently, she told sneha that she wanted to "speak with me". Since february or march (can't exactly rmb), she been saying that she wants to confront me. But has that happened? NO man. The hypocrisy and cowardise of this stupid turd. I WAS FREAKING AT BREAKING POINT, AND MY PATIENCE HAD REACHED MY LIMITS, so i used sneha's phone to call her (knowing that she confirm won't pick up my call).
"Hello Minjie, i thought you said you wanted to confront me? How come never come to school today huh? No guts huh? ........(she denies it vehemently and says that she don't care what i think cuz she doesn't value our friendship anymore. (HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!)).....Eh, stop denying it lah come on, don't be so lame can......etc etc etc"........then she kup the phone on me. WTF!? i thought you say want to settle, how come don't want to continue talking anymore huh??

Then she called sneha, and blah blah blah, talked rubbished to her and asked sneha to call her back later (got lesson lah, can't possibly spend all our lives wasting it on her). So after the lesson, sneha called her, and handed me the phone. She was like asking "so what, so what if the IP address match? if it matches its me lah is it?" The crap continues, and shortly after, i kup her phone (yes, petty revenge :D).

Okay so right, before the GP lesson, she apparently called sneha and told her that it was actually her friends, and she didn't know about it until her friends asked her to go read my blog and their comments.

Then, she also sms-es me saying that she wants to talk to me, and be "completely honest" with me. HAHA! wtf are you sure you can even do that. I think you're so delusional that you even believe your own LIES for god's sake.

So, at the end of the GP class, i called her la! Here comes the funny part. Apparently right, she has at least 2 sec school friends in her house, just so she can attack me together with them, even asking me to go to a private space first (which i didn't do lah, idiot. classmates were with me haha!). So she continued the rubbish arguement, but now, her story changes again, and she says that she did know that her friends commented.

There are SOOOO many flaws in her arguement. Firstly, notice that during the second phone call she doesn't even mention anything about her friends being the one who posted the hate comments, just keeps denying it, and asking me why i want to malign her like that. Then in her convo with sneha, she says that her friends borrowed her laptop and posted hate comments on my blog without her knowing it (THIS, despite her claim that "she gave her friends my blog address to show them what a bitch i am". Therefore, it shows that she did know that her friends commented lame stuff right from the start. ) Now comes the final twist, she says that she stopped reading my blog since the "Public Mockery No. 1 post, but then says that, i quote, "i do admit feeling a sense of glee at the comments". So, she HAS been reading my blog! 

All the lies, and the twists she adds to her advantage.........

YOU'RE A LOSER, MINJIE. 

P.S I didn't talk about our mass 'revelation'  session in which we slowly uncovered all the lies(It wasn't me, someone else started it!; I was always the one speaking up for you; i feel betrayed because i know them the best but they turned on me; syaf snatched nina and my other friends away from me and etc rubbish), cuz seriously, we talked about it for about 2 hours, so can't possibly fit it all in.


BUT, the moral of the story is that, you're social life is dead. Nobody appreciates a conniving, delusional person who seeks to hurt people, twist the story, and say different stuff to different people.

If you had the guts to confront me directly, i might not be so pissed and amused. But the fact is, you waited for me to give you the shit. And you provoked me by doing this hate comment stuff.

You deserved this.

P.P.S But the ironic thing is that, while she seeked to break us up by doing what she has been doing, we have grown closer as a result of this. At least we understand like, our stand regarding this matter, and etc. :)
 
 
Current Mood: nauseated
 
 
suennie
27 May 2009 @ 02:43 pm
Seriously, I think being bulimic is STUPID. By the way you look now, i don't think it was effective (ha! 10 kg!). Plus, you hurt yourself. So why do it? -.- so lame. Risk your health just to win me. Exercise and healthy diet is the key lah!
 
 
Current Mood: distressed
 
 
suennie
26 May 2009 @ 10:05 am
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GOT HIT IN THE FACE BY A CLASSMATE WHILE PLAYING GAMES LAH.......
ELBOW ON CHEEKBONES YOU KNOW......

DIE!!!

DAMN SCARED NEXT TUESDAY I WILL APPEAR IN FRONT OF HIM WITH A BRUISE!
boohoo.......so ugly.........

;(
 
 
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