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DIE HOW. haven't pack any shit and haven't bought necessary stuff. And flight is at 6am!!!! This is crazy. Strategised while brushing my teeth and I think it'd be best if I sleep during the day and stay up all night till my flight. If not there's NO WAY I'm going to make it given that i've been waking up at like 2pm everyday.
Went out with farah right after my last exam and went crazy at nex hahaha!!
Then went for jap buffet at the central with the judo gang. No photos though, was too busy pigging out haha! So ex leh! $35!
Left halfway at around 9.30 to go send Eugenia off
Boohoohoo won't see her again anytime soon.
I am going to be such a loner next sem ;( but at least my cousin will b back in August!!! :D
Didn't do anything except lazing around at home and watching dramas though cus I developed a rash on my face. Zzzzz. Oh well. Anyway I lost weight! Hehe. Cravings stopped after exams ended. I think studying triggers my cravings.
Oh and met up with dawn just now. Am stuffed with tau Huey omg.
이게 아닌데 내 마음은 이게 아닌데
널 위해 준비한 오백가지 멋진 말이 남았는데
사랑 한다는 그 흔한 말이 아니야
그 보단 더욱더 로맨틱하고 달콤한 말을 준비했단 말이야 ~ - 고백, 뜨거운 감자
I really like this song :) and the fact that the guy singing this is 38 makes it sweeter? Makes me go awwwwww.
Have been so distracted by 1n2d these few days and I've morphed into a seunggi fan girl, checking out fan sites and tumblrs for his pictures, old news and spazz over how he's the perfect 엄친아. 승기야~~~~
Oops, 2 more days to end of exams! Study study ☕
I was daaaaaaamn grossed out and was screaming my guts out, all the while knowing the great embarrassment I was bringing to myself, while the doctor injected this thing in (a plug, they call it. A torture device, I call it). I apologised countless times to the doctors and nurses, and even told the nurse at one point how sorry I feel towards the other patients LOL.
Anyway, starting from the beginning of my sob story, I woke up at 7 and started vomiting right off my bed (all seaweed?? Okay tmi). Sat around in the living room trying to make peace with my stomach and off I go to the toilet to settle vomit no.2. And then after moaning for ard 30 mins more vomit no. 3 comes along and that's when I decided to fuck endurance and go to the poly clinic -
- BUT POLYCLINIC NOT OPEN ON SUNDAY. So I panicked and took a cab o the nearest hospital before I died from the pain.
So anyway from then on it was just plain torture all the way, spending 8+ to 3pm in the hospital all alone. Boohoohoo a few friends wanted to come visit me but asked them not to... But it was kinda sad that I was alone throughout the whole thing. AND EVEN MORE SAD THAT EXAMS START ON WED??
Okay I should be studying. But anyway I'm feeling a lot better, and it should take 1 more day to fully recover. GOGO suen!
For quite some time though, I've been thinking:how can ANY couple possibly be together for forever and always? I don't have faith in people and I don't believe that anyone would love me enough to want to be with me everyday. And honestly, I wouldn't want to be with the same person all my life. So many people to love! So many people to know! So many times for sparks to fly, die, and fly again!
People just get so attached to each other and so used to each other's presence and company that they cannot imagine being with someone else. So some stay with abusive boyfriends, and put up with a lot of shit just to continue staying with them. They're so afraid to lose them because they think they won't find someone else. But what about self-love? The only person you MUST love forever and always, is YOURSELF.
Also, I think friends serve the same purpose of being there for you forever and always (not necessarily the same ones, but at every point in life you'll definitely have A friend at least). The only line between romantic love and love between friends is sex. You don't have sex with your friends unless you're lesbian or from the US (ref: friends with benefits, no strings attached lolol). So if you want lifelong emotional support and attachment to a person, don't a best friend (this is the point dawn runs away) serve the same purpose?
So, romantic love. I don't trust it. When the sparks die (as opposed to the short period of time where they sparkle and blind you to the world with its brilliance), it DIES.
But that said. Not trusting it doesn't mean I don't want it, heh. Someone can always try shoving the sparks in my face so that I always see it and have lots of sparklers at hand to make sure the sparks last.
Japchae - stir-fried Korean glass noodles
Veggie Aglio olio
After the exams end I wanna go learn Chinese cooking from my grandma!! But delete away all the unhealthy steps and ingredients lolol my aim to to make everything with veggies and be tasty! (marinate meat very mafan la so I lazy).
I've always disliked Betty from Archie's comics, one of my favourite childhood comic. I found her a bitch who's just good at covering her tracks, and is soooo good that everybody thinks she's a kindhearted goody two shoes. Her disguise really really irked me. More so because Betty is made to look even better when foiled against Veronica always comes off as the spoilt rich girl who manipulates people to get what she wants (which is Archie).
I don't know. I just find that disgusting. Just be a bitch if you are one! Why bother being nice and putting on smiles? To make others feel happier? No I don't think so. It's for yourself to feel happy, to satisfy your ego and self perception as a nice person who just wants everybody to be happy.
I'm not saying that everybody should just be a bitch to everyone else. My point is that, when you're happy, show it. When you're not, show it too. Be brave enough to put your emotions on your face, and stand up for your emotions. If they are real, they deserve to be acknowledged.
Went out w farah after a long long time! When you meet friends in school everyday it's like you stop going out hahha
The tee shirt DAMN CUTE. I kept squealing in the shop Lol
Hahaha belated April fools' - tried to trick people into thinking me and dawn went Genting on twitter with these pictures!!
Result: dawn's friend kena scammed HAHAHAHA
What we did was actually taking the shuttle bus from sengkang mrt to changi airport to study but cus the bus was very comfortable like tour bus, we started being lame muahahaha.
HMPH. Went to national skin centre at adam's recommendation (muahahaha subsidised ;D) with my mum in the morning and found out that the rash around my lips is motherfucking eczema &@£#% _|_ ?!?!?! The fuck. Fucking gross. Ugh. So I have like lots of medication now that the doctor says will make it go away so creams, PLEASE WORK. This thing has been making me feel so ugly and horrible ;( really upset. But at least there's a cure now!! Apparently age (Wtf?!?!年轻娘还年轻) and heat triggered it.
And also, 2 more weeks to exams??? Wtf!!! My slackest sem ever. Just hope I get to keep the scholarship. Don't want to pay for my education, oh no no no ;((((
GO SUEN GO!!!
난 아직도 기대하고 있어서 그대까지...기다릴 거에요.
